publicado por alaska violet às 2014-09-18 20:51:27
It's not you, it's me, i just can't save myself, i never could. Every single year this evil comes and i'm so depressed that i don't let no one save me. I wish i could be in peace, smiling and runing all around the world but.. i just can't, i can't be happy in this black hole anymore, the only thing that i care in this house it's my cat. A cat! How can i just care about a cat when i have the all family? I don't know how to face things now, i just want to sleep and cry, i don't have the appetite to eat... Are the pills going to save me? Of course not, they never did, even my anxiety pills didn't work out, i still feel that pain on my chest every single day with no reason.
I hope someday i could say i'm truly happy with no demons behind me, i hope you'll stay with me around the journey but i know it would be fair if you want to be free. I'm sorry for the pain and the tears...